“‘Iwilldojustasyoutellme,’RedRidingHoodpromisedherMother.”“RedRidingHood,”TheFairyTalesoftheBrrimm[1]
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「欸,喜欢我吗?」
我们两个还是在一起……
就算是堕落……
像我这种自以为是、装模作样,只懂得看人脸sE、迎合别人,惹人厌的nV孩子,真的值得幸福吗?每个成长阶段、连衣服穿搭,都由妈妈决定,连喜欢谁的决定权都被妈妈支配,值得被人「Ai」吗?像我这种毫无主见,凡事只听妈妈的话的小孩,真的值得拥有「人生」吗?这种「缺乏自我」,活得像只白陶瓷换装人偶,挂着如此不祥笑容的东西,能称得上是「人」吗?
YoingtotheHolyBlessing—why?—itisanall-girlhighschoolrunbyacatholicchurch.Don’tworry—thesisterswon’tactuallywashyourbrainwiththeirchurchdoes—teachersareteacherstheyteaotvertanystudentintoaChristian.Theyareasfiheteachersinothernormalhighschoolstheonlydifferehattheywearacrosspendantontheirnecks.
Soyouwodistractedbyunnecessaryeaiorchasedaroundbyfihysex-thirstyhighschoolboys...Trustme—MommywenttherewhenIwaslittle,soIknow.Mommyknowwhat’sthebestforyou,Ariel.
It’sclosertohome,soyoudon’thavetowasteyourtimeonuting.Besides,Mommydon’tlikeyoutogoofaroundinthedowntowerschool—headstraighthome,youuand?
FirstGirls?—Youdon’thavetogothere,doyouhaveto?—Mommyheardmostofthegirlsouttherepyreallyhardaswelsstudyhard—andnotonlythat.Rumorhasit:thatschoolisnowofficiallyoccupiedbyhomosexuals—GoodHeavens!NowtheNationalEducationisteagourchildrentobeeahomosexual—mostsdalous!Mommydon’twantyoutogetpoisonedbyhomosexuality.Boysarebadlesbians?—evenworse:theyturnigirlsintotheirownkind—that’swhy—theyarezombies.
Mommydon’twantyoutogetcaughtinthedegeeatmosphereinFirstGirlsauallysquanderyourtimewhenallyouhavetodoisstudyforthecollegeentranceexam—Mommywantyoutostudyiheleadinguies.Besides,ifyouwanttogetadmittedintoNXUviatheMui-StarProject,thecesarebetterintheHolyBlessingthaninFirstGirls.Youdon’thavetopetewiththeFirstGirlsstudents—why—theylovefierpetitiohemhavewhattheyaskfor.WhathaveMommytaughtyou?Chooseyouropposwisely,ifyouhavetofightacrucialfightyoumustnotlose.
Eventhoughyouareinased-rategirl’shighsommystillwantyoutobecrèmedecrèmeamoudents.So,youwillhavetostudyintheirHumanityandSocialScecss.Don’tworry.Itstilsasae”theschool,thoughnotasgoodastheMathematidSceotherleadinghighschools.Don’tworry—MommywillgetthebestteacherstheHolyBlessingoffer—crèmedecrème,Mommyassureyou—how?—don’tyouworryaboutit.MommyhasMy“way”—youdon’tfrown,nothingtoworryabout—Mommyjusthaveto“talkto”some“people”—youwilllearnfromthebestteachers,somakesureyougetgoodgradesinthefollowier,youhear?
Good,mysweetheart.
Enjoyyhschoollife.
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Grimm,JadWilhelm."RedRidingHood."TheFairyTalesoftheBrrimm,trans.AliceLucas,Doubleday,Page&Co.,1909.
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